Strawberry Letter: What Is Wrong With Me?
I am a married mother of two that had an affair with someone from my past 2 years ago. I love my husband but at times we have our ups and downs like in any marriage. A few years ago I was contacted by an ex-boyfriend from my childhood. We were really young and never consummated our relationship because we were just kids. Well, we were in constant contact for a few weeks and finally met up to see each other after all of these years.
I truly liked this guy when I was a young girl. He was such a sweet person. Well we had an affair (we are both married) and I cannot get this man out of my head no matter what I do. Even though he broke it off with me because he knew that if we kept things going we would eventually get caught, I still have strong feelings for this man. We keep in touch once a month by text or maybe a phone call here and there. I have tried to just not contact him but then I will get a text or call from him just to say hi. He does not ask for anything other than to ask how I am. He does not ask me for sex or to meet up with him. So it’s just us catching up a bit.
I was so ready to leave my husband if this man told me that he wanted me to. He did not of course. So over time it has gotten easier but I just cannot stop loving this man. We had a very intense relationship for about 6 months. I know that we will never be the way were but I just want to get this man out of my head. I will never confess to this as it would destroy both of our families. I just wonder if this man ever felt anything for me other than lust. He has told me that he cares for me deeply and that is why he stepped back from things. I am not sure if that is true or if he just wanted to end things with me and was not sure how to do it. Either way, I need closure from somewhere.
I just want your take on this.
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