Strawberry Letter 23: So Mad, I Am Seeing Red
Dear Steve & Shirley,
I begin this letter by saying I hate my husband of 12 years. I feel as though he has made a fool of me and I feel stupid. The thought of him makes me sick to my stomach. When he says I love you I want to say kiss my ass.
I am at the point in which I don’t even care to confront him. For what reason another stupid ass lie. Ok, you can tell me that he lies to me because I am the one he doesn’t want to hurt but when lies at which point does a man realize that he is still hurting me. At this moment it is not do I leave but how do I leave and this is why I am writing you. I know getting even is not the right choice but it would make me feel better. I would like your opinion here is what I came up with so far: Set him up?
I know he is meeting women in person that he meets online. He doesn’t even know one of the women he is talking to is me. Do I talk to him first? Ask him what am I lacking that makes him look elsewhere? Do I just get my ducks in a row and walk? (By the way I would rather put a knife in a print of his profile and put it over his side of the bed, while he is sleeping)
What do you think?
