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Strawberry Letter 23: Help Me, I am Dying Inside!

GOOD MORNING HARVEY CREW.

I AM  37YRS OLD, AND MY HUSBAND IS 33. I KNOW YOU MAY SAY THAT THE 3-4 YR DIFFERENCE IS NO BIG DEAL HUH? WELL IT IS WHEN MY HUSBAND BEHAVES AS A 25YR OLD. WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR ALMOST 3YRS. THROUGH THE WHOLE MARRIAGE HE’S BEEN UNFAITHFUL WITH MULTIPLE FEMALES. ON TOP OF INFIDELITY, HE JUST CANNOT MAKE HIMSELF FOLLOW THE RULES OF A MARRIED MAN. CLUBBING EVERY WEEK, COMING IN THE HOUSE AFTER 3AM, AND SOMETIMES NOT COMING IN TO THE NEXT DAY.

THESE ISSUES ARE NOT ACCUSATIONS, BECAUSE I HAVE CAUGHT HIM TIME AFTER TIME IN HIS ACTS. RECENTLY HE TOOK HIS THINGS AND LEFT HOME. HE STATED HE FELT ITS BEST TO SEPERATE. I AM FINDING IT HARD TO BELIEVE HE IS SERIOUS, BECAUSE THIS HAS BEEN DONE BEFORE. HE PRETTY MUCH TOOK A MINI VACATION TO GO AND COME AS HE PLEASE AND AFTER 2 WEEKS RETURNED HOME. INSPITE OF MY HUSBANDS STUPIDITY, I STILL LOVE HIM AND FIND MYSELF WANTNG US TO WORK. I CANNOT THINK OF ONE REASON HE WOULD CHOOSE THE STREETS OVER ME AND THE LIFE WE HAVE TOGETHER.

SHIRLEY AM I CRAZY FOR THE WAY I FEEL? STEVE WHAT IS MY HUSBAND THINKING? WILL HE COME BACK? PLEASE HELP ME TO MAKE SANITY OF THIS SITUATION, BECAUSE I FEEL IM LOSING ALL OF MY SANITY.

EMOTIONALLY EXHAUSTED

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