Strawberry Letter: Tired Of The Game
I have been in a relationship with this guy for 6 years now. Through the entire relationship, he has managed to lie and cheat and actually blame me for cheating. He has disappeared for an entire week and reappeared the next talking about “I have been calling you all day.”
He tries to make me believe that he wants a committed relationship but the fact is that he advertises himself all over the internet as a single man. Right now he is without a job and is hanging on to me like I am his only salvation. The sad part is that I have been through so much psychological abuse by him that I am not feeling him anymore. When I have sex with him all I feel is disgust and want him off me.
My problem is that I feel sorry for him and every time I kick him to the curb and he calls to beg, I take him back. Everything in my life is going fine and that is the only problem I have. How can I get rid of this dude without feeling sorry and taking him back?
He has asked me to marry him a few times, but I do not see myself having a future with him. He is dishonest and lives a double life. In front of me he appears to be a straight up guy but behind my back he is a straight up dog. I know this because of the many emails I have found to other women. Your advice is appreciated.
Thank you.
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